I'm on my way... I'm on my waaaaaay...
Home Sweet Home...
Once again, thank you all so much for your comments and sweet emails about my little HEB! Your support is amazing, thank you all! I'm sorry I haven't been able to write back individually, I really am. Things have been super busy, because:
Look who's home!

No, that's not a Clapotis. But it kind of looks like one.
And that's one of his proud Grandmas.
He turned in to a real little boy!
Today we weighed him and he has regained past his birth weight, he was 5 lbs 1 ounce.
I have to say, this is the hardest most overwhelming thing I have ever done. I thought residency was bad. But it was nothing like this.
Breastfeeding and caring for this little boy is so HARD! How do people do this? How do SINGLE mom's or dad's do this? Or how do you do it with other children??? Wow.
I don't know. But I am doing this best I can. We just want to give him the best. He has surpassed all physical expectations for his gestational age - we are so happy. He would have been 36 weeks old tomorrow if he hadn't been born yet...
Please forgive the lack of posts and knitting for the next little while. We're gonna rest up on this end, but you know we'll be back. You can't keep the High Energy's down...
Comments
OH MY! Congratulations and hang in there, Jenny. The BEST is yet to come. Believe me. Mine are 20 and 24.
Posted by: Celia | December 19, 2006 6:42 PM
Cutest boy ever!! I'm so glad you're home and everyone's happy and healthy! LOVE!
Posted by: Cara | December 19, 2006 7:01 PM
Congratulations to all the High Enegy Family! I have been a long time reader and am thrilled for you all. Relax and enjoy!!!
Posted by: Andrea | December 19, 2006 7:02 PM
go jenny go! welcome home little one! i'm ok with a lack of knitting content, as I'm curious to hear the real deal on motherhood! thinking of you...
Posted by: lori z | December 19, 2006 7:08 PM
YAY!!! Thank goodness for early Christmas gifts! It IS hard, all of it. I have wondered those same thoughts myself. How DO those moms do it??
We are grateful for High Energy this season to help you through...
Posted by: rachel | December 19, 2006 7:23 PM
Awww, look at that wrinkly little troll! He must be having very, very serious thoughts.
Posted by: Kat | December 19, 2006 7:49 PM
Oh my goodness, what a sweet little man. I'm so happy that he's home. You must be thrilled. Trust me, it does get easier. The first few weeks are impossible, the first few months are pretty hard. After that, it's good times!
Posted by: Karma | December 19, 2006 8:09 PM
Dude, is he home already??? Hooray!!! Still thinking good thoughts and healthy baby wishes your way.
Posted by: Janice in GA | December 19, 2006 8:41 PM
He's absolutely beautiful!
Posted by: TheBon | December 19, 2006 8:48 PM
Oh, little schmoo! hang in there, girlie.
Posted by: Carrie | December 19, 2006 9:21 PM
Oh my gosh! He is such a cutie! Bless you!
Posted by: Michelle | December 19, 2006 9:51 PM
oh god! he's the cutest thing ever! you must be exhausted! take all the time that you need to recuperate. i'm sure you're busier than a bee over there.
Posted by: gleek | December 19, 2006 9:53 PM
Mummy and baby... ah.... the beautifullest sight!
Posted by: Siow Chin | December 19, 2006 9:58 PM
So thrilled for you! Welcome home HEB!
Posted by: Anita | December 19, 2006 10:19 PM
Oh, Jenny, I know! It is so hard, isn't it? I kept trying to explain it to people and would get these little nods or spaced-out looks. I think there's an amnesia that sets in at some point. But it's also the work I'm proudest of, that being a mom thing. Try to read, to get out of the house, to let someone else do whatever it is you don't really want to do. Oh, and sniff his head a lot. Best of EVERYTHING to you and your new little guy!
Posted by: JulieFrick | December 19, 2006 10:32 PM
So proud of you and all of your hard work - your boy is thriving thanks to you! With each week, you'll feel more like a human being again! Promise. So much love to you all! xoxo MJ (& R & T)
Posted by: MJ | December 19, 2006 10:43 PM
Hang in there! I'm so glad the little guy is home where he belongs. Please post more pics soon!
Posted by: Leslie | December 19, 2006 11:11 PM
Yay!!! I was secretly hoping you would have him home before Christmas and you do! I'll be thinking of you all as you adapt to a new normal. I don't know how people do it, either, but it sounds like the rewards are amazing.
Posted by: sarah b. | December 19, 2006 11:13 PM
We'll miss you but we will understand your absence. You will be beyond tired more than ever before in life. If you knit even one stitch you'll be a rock star to me. Just keep giving him your best and sleep every time he does or you'll gi crazy.
Posted by: Wanett | December 20, 2006 12:11 AM
Your little man is so cute! Good luck with everything. I'm sure your life will be back to high energy speed and productivity levels before you know it!
Posted by: molly! | December 20, 2006 12:51 AM
He's so beautiful and looks like he's doing so well on his own!
I'm with you -- grad school had absolutely NOTHING on raising a kid. I'll see in another three months how hard it is the second time around.
And you'll be back before you know it. I thought I'd never knit again but soon he'll be a happy, sleepy baby instead of a feed me every few minutes newborn.
Posted by: Brynne | December 20, 2006 3:23 AM
YAYAYAYAYYY! I'm so glad he's home!! Rest, enjoy holidays, drink lots of water, love your little man! Good luck, you guys have done such a great job so far!!
Posted by: mia | December 20, 2006 7:04 AM
WOO HOO! What a trooper, home already! I'm so happy for you guys. Here's hoping the little dude's got slightly less energy than his parents, and lets you get a bit of sleeeeeeeeep.
Posted by: jodi | December 20, 2006 9:04 AM
I am so glad you are home! What a strong boy! There is nothing more beautiful than a healthy baby wrapped in a handknit held by his grandma.
Congratulations to you and the whole HE family. Hang in there, and just make it through the first 100 days. It will get better after that. Promise.
Posted by: Liz K. | December 20, 2006 9:05 AM
I'm so glad the HE family is doing so well and able to bring the little guy home so soon. Good luck tou you all! And have fun!
Posted by: maya | December 20, 2006 9:06 AM
you are all amazing - and you have the little dude home for Christmas!! blessings and happiness... much love.
Posted by: anna | December 20, 2006 9:17 AM
OMG - he is so freaking cute. And very much awake....
Posted by: lisa | December 20, 2006 9:27 AM
He's so cute! So glad that he's home. You know, the first month or so IS really tough and then it eases up; the nursing gets much easier, as does everything else.
Posted by: Kathy | December 20, 2006 9:48 AM
You are going to be a great mom! Congratulations on the little one's home coming!! Can't wait to meet him!
Posted by: jenny | December 20, 2006 10:12 AM
So Cute!
What a fabulous Christmas gift to bring HEB home. Congrats to you and HEJ
Posted by: Kate | December 20, 2006 10:21 AM
What a beautiful boy. So happy that he is home. There are few things better than bringing a baby home for the first time.
Posted by: KT | December 20, 2006 12:05 PM
Beautiful child. I promise you, Jenny, it gets easier. I have three kids and I KNOW it does. Hang in there!
Posted by: LeAnne | December 20, 2006 12:22 PM
Not much beats adorable babies in knits.
Posted by: Lauren | December 20, 2006 1:01 PM
He's beautiful and I'm so glad he's home.
Posted by: Heels | December 20, 2006 3:01 PM
Awww, what a cutie pie! Take care of him and yourself! I hope you have family and friends around to cook for you. I found that the hardest part of new-mom-living. Feeding that baby should be your only job for the next month!!
Posted by: Elinor | December 20, 2006 3:24 PM
SO so so gorgeous! what a handsome boy!
Ah, the joys of babies!
Posted by: heather | December 20, 2006 3:37 PM
He is adorable, Jenny. If anyone can do this, you can! I knwo you are a great mommy and I will be thinking happy, restful thoughts for you guys.
Posted by: Cathy | December 20, 2006 4:58 PM
Congratulations and hugs from complete strangers! I can only imagine how hard it must have been to have your little guy in the NICU for that amount of time. Our baby was in an incubator for only 30-something hours, and our hearts broke every time she cried and we couldn't comfort her. And yes, it IS hard! She's 15 days old now, and I'm wondering how I'll ever get back into the swing of things. I wish your family so much joy - it's such a phenomenal and exquisite time.
Posted by: Audrey | December 20, 2006 5:38 PM
He is beautiful and perfect and I am so happy for you!!!
It's an intense but incredible time and you are more than up to the challenge.
Posted by: Julie | December 20, 2006 5:52 PM
Oh, HEB is just DIVINE, and he looks so awake to the world already!!! As a single parent (with 3 kids, studying full time....) I'll let you in on the secret of coping.....every now and then, just give in to the insanity of it all, and enjoy the ride!!!! This job is the most challenging, scary, overwhelming one there is, but there are no words for the rewards. The first time HEB says 'I love you' (or a variation thereof), the world will stop for that moment, and life will never be the same. And you know what? You never, ever, get sick of hearing it. Enjoy your new journey, HEF, you're in for a h**l of a ride!!!
Posted by: Alison | December 20, 2006 6:25 PM
Oh, HEB is just DIVINE, and he looks so awake to the world already!!! As a single parent (with 3 kids, studying full time....) I'll let you in on the secret of coping.....every now and then, just give in to the insanity of it all, and enjoy the ride!!!! This job is the most challenging, scary, overwhelming one there is, but there are no words for the rewards. The first time HEB says 'I love you' (or a variation thereof), the world will stop for that moment, and life will never be the same. And you know what? You never, ever, get sick of hearing it. Enjoy your new journey, HEF, you're in for a h**l of an adventure!!!
Posted by: Alison | December 20, 2006 6:27 PM
Oops, sorry HEJ, somehow the editing and posting went awry, lol!!
Posted by: Alison | December 20, 2006 6:29 PM
he's gorgeous! and from the sound of it, you are beaming with mama-beauty yourself.
my advice... one day at a time. one feeding at a time. one precious whisper, gurgle, sigh, squeal, wiggle, anything at a time. it goes incredibly fast and my advice is to soak in it and absorb the beauty that he allows to to see and re-see with each and every moment.
and if you get stressed, remember: you can handle anything in tiny increments. break it down to the basics and it's all do-able. congrats, HEJ! i'm thrilled for you all!
Posted by: jennifer | December 20, 2006 8:12 PM
He is so cute! I can already tell his facial expressions are going to keep you guys cracking up.
I'm so glad he is home in time for Christmas!
Happy Holidays High Energy Family!
Posted by: allison | December 20, 2006 11:12 PM
The baby is a doll! I know you are so proud. Congratulations to you all! Merry Christmas!
Posted by: Lisa | December 21, 2006 11:07 AM
He is so cute, congratulations on being a new Mommy!
Posted by: Jaime | December 21, 2006 12:09 PM
Your first family Christmas, how wonderful for you all. He is just absolutely gorgeous. Take one day at a time because before you know it he will be turning 5 and going off to school. Just create your own little routine, take the phone off the hook and put a sign on the door if you have to so it helps out for the first few weeks, and I am sure in no time you will feel much more confident.
Posted by: Sue | December 21, 2006 4:34 PM
He is so adorable! This is such a special time of year, enjoy it together as a family! Congratulations!
Posted by: Evelyn | December 22, 2006 3:37 PM
Aww, yay! So glad he's home!
Posted by: Kat with a K | December 22, 2006 5:19 PM
YAY!!! Congratulations!!!!
Posted by: Eklectika | December 25, 2006 12:38 AM
congrats!
Posted by: shoofly | January 3, 2007 2:26 PM
Oh my, he's a cutie! Congrats on his homecoming.
Posted by: Sil | January 4, 2007 6:34 PM
i'm so so so glad to see that he's home! what a wonderful little on. rest up!
Posted by: carrie m | January 4, 2007 10:09 PM
I've been offline for a while, so imagine my surprise as I caught up on your blog! (Nowhere near your surprise when your water broke ... I've BTDT, and know whereof I speak.)
I'm so, so, SO glad to see that HEB is home and healthy ... such a big, strong boy for his adjusted age! You were going to be inducted tomorrow, can you imagine?
Congratulations to all of you. Enjoy this time together.
Posted by: Ruth | January 7, 2007 5:21 PM
Oh, honey. Mine was in hospital for nine weeks before I could take her home...she was born at 30 weeks and was 2 lbs 9 oz. After a few weeks, we actually breastfed, thanks to the Dairy Queen Pump-O-Rama and a really astute night nurse who knew just how to compress and press, if you know what I mean...and it IS exhausssssting. At the time I was married to a person who made me feel like a single mom, so it doubly sucked, but it all works out. Your little HEB looks awesome and wrinkly as he should be, and bravo for him for getting back to HEWeight. Go, HEB!!! (Ginormous Hugs, Jenny!)
Posted by: Lee Ann | January 9, 2007 10:24 PM